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Excerpt from Secret Unraveled:
Prologue
Winter 1982, Washington , DC
Three years ago, I wanted to die when my
father died.
My daughter, Lindy, and her satanic worshipers,
killed him. There was no reason for me to live except to avenge his death. When
I tried to get justice, my husband and many of the church members turned
against me. They called me crazy. I became a prisoner in my own home as my
husband controlled everything I did or said. The voice of God had deserted me
and the voice of the devil became my ally.
Margaret’s hand
quivered as she wrote in her notebook about the dreadful events that had led to
the present moment. Thoughts floated in and out of consciousness, making it
difficult for her to write them down. She leaned back into the rocking chair
and gently rocked back and forth, letting the swaying of the chair comfort her
frail nerves.
Reaching into the
pocket of her beige satin robe, she pulled out a lace handkerchief and cried
softly into it not wanting to awaken her husband, the great Reverend Alan
Pierce, who slept across the hall in the bedroom she no longer shared with him.
Margaret stood up
and tightened the belt of the satin robe around her thick body. The twenty
pounds she’d gained had made its way to her waistline. She walked a few steps
down the darkened hallway to the bathroom, and peeped out of the bathroom
window; the street was quiet and dark.
She reached into
the pocket of the robe and pulled out the medicine bottle that she kept close.
Thorazine, take one a day. It was prescribed to her by Dr. Stan Higgs, Head of
the Psychiatry Department of D.C. General
Hospital . He’d told her and Alan the medicine would
calm her nerves and prevent delusions.
“But I am not
delusional,” she’d tried telling them.
“But this voice
that you hear,” Alan said to her, “you talk back to it. And, quite frankly,
Margaret, half the time you’re not in your right mind. Everyone in the church
is talking about your bizarre behavior. Take the medicine or you know what.”
He’d given her a stern look.
Fear of what Alan
might do, she took the pills and kept her therapy appointments with Dr. Higgs.
Months passed and she began to feel better. The voice that had been in her life
forever, which no one else could hear but her, was gone. She’d begged Dr. Higgs
to take her off the medication.
“I don’t need it
any more.”
“You think you
don’t but you do.”
“I feel fine.”
“That’s because
you’re taking the Thorazine. Your time is up for today anyway.” He turned his
back to her.
Distraught by Dr. Higgs’
condescending attitude toward her, Margaret decided that day to take things
into her own hands. She purposely missed taking her medication. Then she heard the voice again. At first, it
was faint; she had to strain to hear it. But, as the days passed and she
continued not taking her pills, the voice became clearer.
Trust me; don’t take it. The voice spoke
sweetly to her.
“But, if Alan
finds out, he’s going to commit me to an insane asylum or disgrace me in front
of the world.”
Listen to me; I’ll guide you.
And it had led her
to where she now stood in front of the toilet bowl with her medicine in her
hand.
Coming in the Spring of 2010

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